Kaulah Yang Terpilih (Sunrise)

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle,
but still wants you (Anonymous)

Di persimpangan jalan ini pernah ku dihadapkan pada dua pilihan yang sulit. Rindukah aku pada malam yang kelam dan dingin? Ataukah pada cerah dan hangatnya pagi? Rasa tak ingin menyakiti mendera hati hingga sekian lama kebimbangan menyiksa nurani. Namun pada akhirnya kutemukan jawaban yang kucari. Kaulah yang terbaik, yang terpilih, yang telah pasti. Yang senantiasa setia menanti.

Sinarmu lah yang kerap kulihat kala gelap menghantui. Kau lah yang selalu berpendar saat kucari cahaya. Kau lah yang senantiasa memelukku kala gamang menghampiri. Kau lah yang kurindu saat kusendiri. Kau, yang kuberi nama --kesempurnaan, dibalik ketidaksempurnaanmu. Sebab kutau, akupun tidaklah sempurna. Tak ada yang sempurna.

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Angan Dan Mimpiku

Saat kutapaki jalan itu
Seakan kusadari ada dirimu
Berjalan di sampingku

Saat kutatap langit biru
Kubayangkan angan dan mimpiku
Untuk selalu bertemu denganmu

Saat kudengar sebuah lagu
Kuinginkan nada dan irama musikmu
Kau dendangkan hanya untukku

Saat kumasuki tidur malamku
Kumimpikan kau dan aku menyatu

"Maka izinkanlah aku mencintaimu atau biarkan aku sekedar sayang padamu
Maka maafkan jika ku mencintaimu atau biarkan ku berharap kau sayang padaku..."

Kala Cinta Menggoda - Chrisye

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He who loves well is slow to forget... (Spanish Saying)

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“Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you”. (Vipin Sharma). 

A lot of loves have come and gone. Some are forgotten quite instantly. Some stay in the heart a little longer. But, only a few stay forever. Love works in a strange way. It seems to follow the white bear problem or the pink elephant phenomenon. The harder we try to search for one, the harder we will find it. The harder we try to forget it, the longer it sticks in our head. The more we try to hate someone who used to love us, the more we love them. 

The funny thing is we can’t get away from love. How many times our hearts have been broken is uncountable, yet, we keep falling in love to new people. Even though we keep saying “I don’t want to fall in love again” or “I’m not looking for love”, we, at the same time, feel the power of love.

Perhaps we shouldn’t avoid it, we shouldn’t try to hide it, or we shouldn’t deny it. Perhaps we should just enjoy the blessing of loving someone as well as the torture of not being loved back.

“To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose is the next best”. (William M. Thackeray).

Don’t despise anyone for not loving us anymore and don’t despise yourself for still loving someone.

Our hearts are meant to be loved and to be broken. But love is meant to be the cure. It’s meant to make us happy.

“The pain of love is the pain of being alive. It is a perpetual wound”. (Maureen Duffy).

Atomic Kitten - Whole Again
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The Pilot - A Synopsis; The English Version

Having to choose between your lover and your best friend is
sometimes inevitable. Who should you choose is never certain.
In the end, whoever it is, whatever your decision is, breaks your heart.

     I first saw this boy at the canteen in our school. My eyes caught his and for a few seconds we were just staring at each other. I was at the same time busy trying to slow down my heartbeat which had accelerated. I was then the first one to look away, pretending that it didn’t mean anything. He was a really good looking boy with very deep-set eyes under dark eyebrows and cute lips under a nice perfect nose.

     Surprisingly, he also joined the same organisation as I did. I was very happy and started to think that it was our destiny. I tried to always be at the same time at the same place as him, mostly at the canteen and every weekend when we had a meeting or event related to our organisation. However, we never talked to each other. What we did all the time in our meetings was only look into each other’s eyes. Until finally one sunny afternoon after school, I was waiting for a bus when he suddenly was standing next to me. I was so surprised and for a second I couldn’t believe that he was just right there. For the first time he said hi and talked to me. Our first conversation didn’t last long, but we continued having conversations in our next meetings at school, until one day…

     One of my best friends at that time approached to talk to me. She said she’d noticed something. She said that she’d seen me talking to this boy a few times. I didn’t quite understand where she was going with her questions until she said she wanted to know him more personally. Right then, she, taking me by surprise, admitted having a crush on him. 

     I was a very shy girl. I didn’t talk about my feelings to anyone, including to those, I called my best friends. So, nobody knew about my crush on this boy, and I began to wish that I had told them. For quite a while, I didn’t know what to say since I wasn’t expecting this situation at all, but when she asked me to introduce her to him, I did say one thing.. That I promised to do it and I did. My friend was a very pretty girl and she was very popular. I kept asking myself why, of all the boys at school, did she like the same boy as I did. She could’ve chosen somebody else; she could’ve been with anyone. But why…

     Not long after I introduced her to him, the boy came to me and said that he needed to talk. I was reluctant at first but then agreed to meet after school. When he said that he liked me, I almost told him that I also liked him but something stopped me from saying it. I was very sad and had to hold my tears when I said, “I’m sorry, but I don’t have the same feeling, and I don’t want us to be more than friends.” I could see he was confused. I could tell that he knew that I actually liked him, and he even asked me why. A question that I could never answer. He then left me without asking more questions.        

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Misteri Cinta

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Cinta adalah bumbu kehidupan.  Sepanjang perjalanan hidupnya, manusia tidak akan pernah terlepas dari cinta. Paling tidak, banyak orang yang merasa "mencintai" meskipun sesungguhnya apa yang mereka rasakan itu mungkin bukanlah cinta.
     Cinta yang hakiki tidak bisa dicari dan tidak mudah didapatkan. Kadang dia datang disaat kita tidak menginginkannya atau membutuhkannya. Cinta juga tidak dapat memilih. Kepada siapa kita jatuh cinta bukanlah pilihan kita.
     Terkadang kita tidak mampu menolak cinta. Adakalanya kita berada dalam situasi yang tidak seharusnya mencintai tetapi pada saat dia datang, dia mampu membutakan hati nurani dan akal sehat kita. Bahkan terkadang kita sanggup menyakiti hati yang lain atas nama cinta lalu kita merasa kita berhak membenarkan rasa cinta itu dan keputusan yang kita ambil, apapun itu.
     Ketulusan cinta mungkin hanya layak dipandang dari sisi hati yang tersakiti. Mencintai seseorang dengan tulus mungkin berarti merelakan yang dicintai berbahagia dengan cinta lain. Mencintai dengan tulus mungkin menyadari akan kenyataan bahwa tidak selamanya cinta harus memiliki.
     Sungguh, cinta, setidaknya bagiku, masih merupakan sebuah misteri. Datang tanpa harus diundang, pergi tanpa harus diusir. Cinta adakalanya sulit diraih, sulit dirawat dan dijaga, namun adakalanya juga sulit untuk dibunuh.
     Satu hal yang pasti, pada saat kita merasa siap untuk jatuh cinta, kita juga harus merasa siap untuk kehilangannya. Karena itu pula kita harus siap untuk merasa tersakiti.

"Pedihnya kemesraan yang dalam
Adalah luka karena tikamnya
Tetes darah di atas suka cita.."
Nicky Astria-Misteri Cinta : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3IGYc-0njo